Allow me to reintroduce myself…

Hello! Anyone there? My last post was April 2021. And wow. So much has changed. I knew from my first go around that having a baby rocks your world, and for myself personally, I tend to go inward in the post partum period. But going from 1 to 2, took me straight into survival mode. And I’m not very good at opening myself up when I feel… messy. I felt very out of control for a long time. I also felt not in alignment with who I was on this platform. Survival mode meant a lot of processed foods, not taking care of myself, and not living how I wanted to. I needed the space to just be in it and not worry about how it was perceived or trying to create content when I was hanging by a thread. I needed time to be offline and to process outside of this website and social media. And beyond that, the way I viewed health changed drastically at that time. Whatever I could do to make our lives just a little easier, simpler, less exhausting was of hirer importance to me than ingredient lists or nutrition facts.

At the same time- this time has absolutely flown just being in the magic and mess of babies and toddlers. My life has looking like baby kisses, tantrums, sickness, snuggles, food on everything, toys everywhere, exhaustion, and unbelievable joy.

So while I am nowhere close to perfection in my current lifestyle, I definitely feel like I am taking steps in the right direction. I’m feeling more in alignment with myself and in doing so, wanted to come back here to share. 1) because I’ve always loved this community and platform but 2) more importantly, I know that there is actually beauty in the mess and that is actually where I would be the most in service to others.

Over the past (almost!) 2 years, I’ve grown in my approach to health and have even changed my mind about some of my favorite health topics.

I don’t plan on opening up coaching anytime soon. As for now, this is just a blog and Instagram revival. I also will continue to not share much of my children here. It’s a tough call but as this is a public space- I want them to be able to make those calls for themselves as they grow.

I’m excited to be back and I’m looking to sharing here again with you. And if this doesn’t sound up your alley anymore, no worries at all. But if does- thank you for sticking around!

Cheers, AHS

Pregnancy Update

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27 weeks bumpie

27 weeks bumpie

Unsurprisingly, I haven’t been the best at giving updates on this pregnancy. In general, I have found it better overall than the last. I have felt like myself, which is a huge relief. That was my least favorite part of the last round. That being said, the last time, I was very focused on all things pregnancy: I read everything, tracked every little detail, plotted all aspects of the nursery. This time, I haven’t had the capacity to embrace it the same way. I found myself wanting to rush through the pregnancy part of things and get to the end. It’s a mix of feeling out of my body (again...), when I kinda feel like I just went through it. The first time I was enamored with all of the changes. The second time, focusing on my baby who is earthbound already, has distracted me from the one growing inside. That being said, I recognized that was happening a few months ago, and felt called to get more in touch with my own divine feminine and cherish this time more. I’ve been focusing on my meditation, which helps me slow down and be more present. Who knows if I will have the privilege to do this again (whether we can, or want to?)? This is one of the most challenging, magnificent things I will ever do in my lifetime. I’m trying to slow down and appreciate the time with baby girl while she’s still stuck with me! Based on her daily kick activity, I think she’s going to have a personality like her dad– very into ALL of the activities!!!

 

The practicalities

Glucose update:

I realize I never really gave an update on my glucose results. Well, that’s because I didn’t get them back for like 3 weeks! The lab had some type of trouble. I kept following up, but it just took a while! Thank goodness, I passed with flying colors (kinda would’ve been a problem if I had gestational diabetes… but won’t dwell on that scenario!). I found out right before my phone was dropped in the ocean, thankfully. Otherwise, it would’ve been a month before I found out!

Symptoms:

Migraines - this is new for me. Headaches that turn into sensitivity to light and sound. I don’t get them every day but have definitely been a part of the pregnancy. Doc advised having a bit of caffeine with my water and tylenol, but they mostly happened at night, so never really tried it. I would just go to bed early with a mask over my eyes and hydrate. They were most common in the second tri, but have had them in all 3 trimesters!

Acne - Or is it maskne? I’m just getting random pimples on my face, not into it. This is not something usual for me, so gotta be the hormones or the masks, or both.

Red dots - I have these red dots on my chest, which my doc thinks are from all the extra estrogen flowing through my bod. She’s ran a blood test to be sure it’s wasn’t something with my platelets, just to be sure. Just a weird nuisance.

Sweets craving - very strong this time. I have wanted all of the sugar. Chocolate. Ice cream. I’m a walking stereotype. Last time, my cravings were more acid-focused. I still have serious lemonade cravings though (yes, I know, more sugar!).

Acid reflux - woof. It’s back, and I think worse than last time. Maybe baby girl has more hair? My papaya enzyme chewables do help though, and I don’t stress about having too many Tums, which can apparently be an issue.

Lower back pain - As the belly grows, so does the lower back pain. It’s not like a shooting pain (don’t worry it’s not early labor or anything!), just a general ache. I started using this amazing Lavender sleepy lotion on my back before bed, and it actually really helps! (Full disclosure: they sent it to me to try! But if I run out, I will def buy for myself!)

Cramping - The cramps around the belly are getting real! They started sometime around the 30-week mark, and have progressively gotten worse. Maybe Braxton Hicks? Hard to say, but I definitely feel like we are approaching go-time!

 
31 Weeks in AZ on my “weaning trip” with my mama

31 Weeks in AZ on my “weaning trip” with my mama

Other random thoughts:

  • Exercise difference - With my pregnancy with James, working out seemed impossible. I felt like a sloth. My energy levels were just not up to it. I forced myself occasionally, but was NOT into it. This time in the first and second trimesters I was actually craving cardio, which I found very surprising! We finally got our “Feloton” set up in Feb and that helped a lot. It really helped me feel good. In the third tri, I have been struggling with the motivation to get on it.

  • Recently, everything seems hard again. Hard to put on shoes. Hard to get up. Back pain coming back. An occasional round of lightning crotch (IYKYK). It’s just the struggle that comes with a massive ball sitting in your middle. I just didn’t remember it happening this soon with the last pregnancy, but it probably did.

  • Baby girl is incredibly active. Kicking all of the time in the weirdest positions, so I don’t think she is head down yet. But grateful that I don’t have to worry about counting kicks because it would literally take my entire day.

  • I’ve started thinking about labor again. Wah. I watched Laura Clery’s whole birth series and I’m shook remembering giving birth without medication! So still torn on the whole epidural thing. You can read all about the birth of sweet baby James here, which in general, I feel good about BUT, in retrospect, was actually quite scary towards the end! Recently, I just learned about hypnobirthing (3 mentions, 3 days in a row, by different places and sources– I’m taking it as a sign!). I think I’m going to take an online class in it–will share when I have an update on it.

  • And along the lines of labor, my thoughts are turning to pack the hospital bag, and gifts for L&D nursing staff. We dropped things off last time on our way out the door last time, and I always felt bad that I hadn’t known if the nurses (who were incredible during my delivery) even received them. This time I would like to have them ready to go in advance.

 

The GEAR

Prepping for baby girl has been more of shopping for cute little girl outfits, and thinking through what I would like to do differently. With James he slept in our Design Dua bassinet next to the bed for the first three months, then we co-slept with him in the bed, then in a sidecar. Then he moved to his own bed for falling asleep and he would come to our bed in the middle of the night, and now he just sleeps straight through! I loved co-sleeping with him, but I’m worried about doing it all over again. So many X factors (what if we can’t breastfeed? what if she prefers sleeping solo? what if James gets jealous?), so I want to be prepared.

  • I am thinking about getting the Owlet to track her vitals, so I’ll feel more comfortable putting her in another room sooner. Last time, I was convinced it would make me an obsessive crazy person, but this time, I honestly don’t think I have the capacity to turn that way, so could just be good peace of mind. But also, if we end up co-sleeping, seems like a waste. So still up in the air on it.

  • I’ve been considering renting the SNOO bassinet. People who love it, swear by it. But I’ve heard a few stories of people who regretted getting it because they didn’t want to use it the full way it was intended. I’m not quite sold yet. Holler at me with your reviews.

  • I need a new monitor that works well for two, and preferably one that remembers wifi networks for when we are bopping around visiting grandparents (seems like such a small thing, but has been the bane of my existence). I haven’t decided on one yet, but will share when I have an update.

  • We have the Uppababy Cruz stroller (which doesn’t convert to a two-seater, unlike the Vista) because I thought the spacing was probably going to be further apart for the kiddos, so I wanted something more lightweight. Instead of upgrading to the Vista– I think we are going to go with the Veer Wagon. I’m obsessed with its all-terrain ability and that we will be able to use it for years to come. I think James is going to go nuts for it, and it has car seat attachments for baby girl early on.

  • I have the Spectra S1 breast pump, which worked great for me with James. I went with that one vs the S2 (There was an upgrade fee- S2 was free with insurance) because of it’s rechargeable battery– and I’m so glad I did. Game changer. This time around, I am getting the Baby Buddha, since the parts are compatible with the Spectra, and apparently it transitions beautifully to be handsfree/in bra. Oh, and it also has a very powerful suction! I also just read THIS amazing breast pump review post that I found very helpful. Note: you can get breast pumps for FREE through your insurance. And you can upgrade to certain ones for less than retail cost. So if you have insurance, you def should go that route.

  • “People” say to re-up on bottles and pacifiers. I probably will buy some, but honestly, James so rarely used them, I’m not fussed. I really don’t think it’s necessary. That being said, I AM considering buying one of those sterilizer machines, so that I can really feel good about reusing some of it.

The urgency I feel to get all of this sorted is finally creeping up on me, but because we have everything we needed for James, I am much less stressed about the situation. I have a feeling I may wait until she is here to decide if we need some of the bigger items, like the Owlet.

The countdown is on! About 6 weeks to go! YAY! Thanks for reading about the journey. :) - AHS


Healthy Habits: Tongue Scraping

ayurvedic copper tongue scraper

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I don’t know exactly when I learned about tongue scraping, I’m guessing when I first started learning about Ayurveda, around 2013 when I was training as a health coach. But I do know when I ordered my tongue scrapers off of Amazon–November 8, 2018! And the funniest part of that is that I lost them, never used them, and then just found them when we moved in January! Since then a lot has changed in my life, but one of the few things that have truly been consistent in my life is perpetual problems at the dentist. Ever since childhood, it has been a struggle. Then the dentist said it was too much sugar, now they blame it on the natural PH of my mouth, and being a coffee drinker. I’ve always been good about brushing well twice a day, and I am pretty good with flossing. I am not perfect, but I’m probably better than a large chunk of the population. I do know that there is still room for improvement, so I have taken it upon myself to uplevel the best I can because I’m fed up with it. It’s not only expensive, but I also wonder about the potential harm being done to my own healthy ecosystem by adding in fillings (thank goodness, all of the mercury ones are gone!) and also by needing root canals. The things I chose to address first are:

  1. Start using an electric toothbrush (one with a “soft” setting that won’t upset my enamel further. I had been using the basic ones with just an on and off switch). The one I’m using here.

  2. Start water flossing! Here is my flosser (so pretty!).

  3. Switch toothpaste (my dentist had recommended Sensodyne—barf. But I learned about remineralization toothpaste, which is also sensitive and also will help restore my enamel, so I went with this one.

  4. Try tongue scraping (this is mine!)

This is not a post on oral hygiene, but it was a key driver to inspire me to take up this habit!

Tongue Scraping From a western perspective

I recently was introduced to the Instagram account @askthedentist. I’ve personally done a deep dive into oral hygiene, but this is not the post for that- but it helped reaffirm the benefits of tongue scraping (vs just brushing your tongue, which just pushes bacteria around). It not only prevents cavities and bad breath but also prevents your body from reabsorbing the toxins it has already naturally expelled through the tongue. To read more of the benefits, Dr. Burhenne (@askthedentist) has a great article on it.

Tongue scraping From an Ayurvedic Perspective

I’m not 100% into all things Ayurveda, but I’m into a lot of the wellness habits derived from it. (My dosha is Pitta. I haven’t over-resonated with this aspect of myself, but from a coaching perspective, it’s really helped me understand my clients’ needs better. If you are wondering what your dosha is you can take a quiz here!) But it is a holistic system, where health and wellness depend on a delicate balance of mind, body, and spirit.

From an Ayurvedic perspective, the tongue is a key to understanding your bodily health. If you go to an Ayurvedic practitioner, they will ask you to NOT tongue scrape before coming so they can “read” your tongue for imbalances, etc.

The following are excerpts from a Chopra.com article on tongue scraping (I just couldn’t say it better myself!):

Also, many of the beneficial phytonutrients and “body signaling molecules” that your food contains are first interpreted by the mind-body upon contact with receptors on the tongue. Ayurveda acknowledges this intercommunication that is necessary for a properly functioning system. With this in mind, you would want to improve this communication between your food and your body by removing any coating that is interfering with that connection. Also, many herbs possess beneficial effects felt from the initial contact with receptors on the tongue. Hence, you need a clear tongue to receive this healthy information and relay signals to the rest of the body.

In the Charaka Samhita, an early Ayurvedic medical text, it says that by cleaning the tongue, “(this) removes foul smell, tastelessness … and by taking out dirt coated on the tongue, teeth and mouth brings relish immediately.”

Basically, it helps strengthen the connection between the body and food, with bad breath, tasting more fully, and removes toxins and bacteria build-up!

From a mind/spirit perspective, the Ayurvedic belief is that people who use tongue scrapers are more expressive and thoughtful, better public speakers, and more sincere and authoritative conversationalists. These are definitely things I want to work on, so I’m open to see any changes there.

Other Thoughts

I’ve also read that tongue scraping can help eliminate food cravings. If you have a particularly salty savory meal, you naturally will crave something sweet to balance it. If you scrape after the meal, theoretically, it clears your taste buds, so you won’t crave the sweet to balance it. I haven’t been scraping after meals, so I can’t speak to this in my own experience, but it is noted as a benefit from some sources.

How to Tongue Scrape

So I only started tongue scraping a few months ago. And since then, I’ve read lots of different takes on how often/when to tongue scrape. This is how I do it:

  1. I do it first thing in the morning, before drinking water so I don’t reabsorb the toxins expelled by the tongue during the night. I don’t do it every day, probably about 5x/week.

  2. I gently scrape around 7 times. (I’ve read the right amount is 5-7 or 7-14 times. I feel like 7 is the magic number!) I rinse off the scraper in between.

  3. The key is not scraping too hard, or going too far back that you gag.

  4. That’s it! Drink some water!

I’ve read that some people scrape after meals, but I’m a little apprehensive about overdoing it. Someone told me tongue scraping can lead to loss of taste buds, and from what I can find online I can’t find data to back that up– but I just haven’t wanted to risk it. Perhaps scraping too hard can do that? From the Ayurvedic perspective, you only do it in the morning, so that’s what I’m sticking to.

My Experience

In the past few months, I have noticed the days that I don’t tongue scrape my breath is less than pleasant (thank you mask-wearing for drawing this to my attention!). I can’t say I’ve noticed a difference in my taste buds or cravings (but hey, I’m pregnant. Lol). But I wasn’t doing it for those reasons anyway. Maybe I have been more expressive? Not sure! 😂 But I’m going to keep doing it because, in general, I think it is making a difference in my oral hygiene. It is a fast, easy new part of my routine. Why wouldn’t I continue with it?

What do you think about tongue scraping? Ready to give it a shot? Is it already apart of your routine? Let me know in the comments or on IG! -AHS


Resources/Further reading

https://kripalu.org/resources/health-benefits-tongue-scraping-and-how-do-it

https://chopra.com/articles/the-benefits-of-tongue-scraping

https://askthedentist.com/tongue-scraping-6-reasons

Institute for Integrative Nutrition Education Handout

Light Therapy and Other Winter Wellness Tips

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I recently shared on my IG that I have been using light therapy over the past few weeks as a part of my winter wellness routine. I had been intrigued with light therapy, and I won’t lie, I purchased the lamp without doing too much research on it beforehand. A friend had recommended it and said it was “life-changing!”–I was sold. I knew that lots of people had used it in Chicago (and the rest of the midwest) to combat Seasonal Affective Disorder (aka SAD). You have probably heard of it, it is a form of depression that kicks off during the Fall and goes away with the sunnier days of Spring and Summer (although not always! Some have the reverse!).

According to Mayo Clinic, symptoms specific to winter-onset SAD, sometimes called winter depression, may include:

  • Oversleeping (lol. Not a problem living with a toddler)

  • Appetite changes, especially a craving for foods high in carbohydrates (um hi! But also this is totally normal to crave grounding, high carb foods in winter.)

  • Weight gain (plenty of that, but because I’m growing a baby)

  • Tiredness or low energy (Yes, yes, yes. Having a toddler and being pregnant add to this, BUT I always get this way during winter.)

While I would not self-diagnose myself with SAD, I am prone to get the winter blues, especially with spending so much time inside and (these days) away from loved ones. I particularly deal with lots of fatigue during the winter months. I figured adding light therapy into my routine was a good way to amp up my winter wellness.

How it works

According to a Harvard Health blog on light therapy:

“If lack of sunlight causes or contributes to seasonal affective disorder, then getting more light may reverse it. Bright light works by stimulating cells in the retina that connect to the hypothalamus, a part of the brain that helps control circadian rhythms. Activating the hypothalamus at a certain time every day can restore a normal circadian rhythm and thus banish seasonal symptoms.

Light therapy entails sitting close to a special “light box” for 30 minutes a day, usually as soon after waking up as possible. These boxes provide 10,000 lux (“lux” is a measure of light intensity). That’s about 100 times brighter than usual indoor lighting; a bright sunny day is 50,000 lux or more. You need to have your eyes open, but don’t look at the light. Many people use the time to read a newspaper, book, or magazine, or catch up on work.”

My experience

I started using it when I have my morning coffee and feeding James his breakfast (I just tilt away from his face). I used the lowest setting for the first couple of weeks and then upped to the medium setting a couple of days ago. I put on the timer for 10 minutes. Some days I have had it on for a little longer, but haven’t felt like I have really needed to. They say to work up to 30 minutes a day for SAD.

From what I notice- shortly after I finish my session (maybe 15-30 minutes after) I feel a big boost in initiative and productivity. You may say that’s the coffee, but I’ll be honest, coffee just gets me to my bare minimum state of a human for the day. Initially, I saw a boost for the rest of the day. More recently, I’ve noticed my alertness is there through lunchtime. In general, my energy levels have been higher than they have been in months and months (pre-dating pregnancy even!).

In general, I have been in really good spirits, despite the fact that I’ve barely left the house for a month. Typically, around this time of they year, I would definitely be getting a bit of the winter blues, ready for some sunshine and outside time! I mean, I’m still ready for those things, but I’m not overly sad that I don’t have them.

I also noticed initially when the sun went down I was DEAD. Like ready to go to sleep with the sun. Could be the toddler, or the pregnancy, but I think it’s because the light therapy is syncing me strongly with the circadian rhythms of the sun. This result hasn’t persisted.

It could be placebo, or the second trimester high, but I definitely feel like it has made a big difference in my energy levels— I will definitely be continuing this as a part of my winter wellness routine.

What to look for in a lightbox

This is the lightbox I used. You want 10,000 Lux. It also shouldn’t emit any UV light. Gotta watch that skin!

Who shouldn’t use light therapy?

According to the Harvard Health post:

Although light therapy is at least as effective as antidepressant medications for treating seasonal affective disorder, it doesn’t work or isn’t appropriate for everyone. Some people need more light, or brighter light. Others can’t tolerate bright light—in people with bipolar disorder, for example, it can trigger hypomania or mania. And even though the risk of eye damage from bright light is low, anyone with diabetes (which can damage the retina) or pre-existing eye disease should check with a doctor before trying light therapy.

So if you are worried you are at risk for any of those issues- please consult with a healthcare provider before starting light therapy. I am not a healthcare professional, this is just my research and account of my own experience with light therapy!

Other ways to maximize your winter wellness

If light therapy isn’t for you, there are still so many ways to improve your wellness during the winter. Here are some of my favorites:

  1. Take vitamin D daily. It is so critical for our health!

  2. Try to get outside every day. I know it’s cold, but if it’s not subzero temps, a quick walk outside can do wonders. If it’s more moderate, winter activities are so fun! Skiing (the Wisconsin and Michigan slopes are a quick drive away! Or cross country wherever!), sledding, ice skating! So much fun to be had in the snow!

  3. Listen to your bodily cues. Enjoy carbs and grounding root veggies during these cold-weather months.

  4. Try to get your heart rate up every day. A little bit of exercise can really give you an endorphin boost that will make you feel so good!

  5. Enjoy hot baths, steams, and saunas when you can. Take a hint from the nordic countries. It will serve you well! I love steaming up my shower and adding a few drops of lavender essential oils. Insta-spa!

  6. Embrace the inside life. Cozy up by a fire (or Netflix fire! :)) with a good book and a cup of tea!

This season may seem to go on forever, but soon enough we will be enjoying the sunshine! What are you doing to for your winter wellness routine? Stay warm and cozy, friends! -AHS

Announcement! Baby Shea 2.0 is coming in June!

Baby Shea 2.0 Shed for the Preg

Surprise! We are having another baby!

Where to begin… I have been feeling very quiet about this pregnancy. Once I told my people directly, I didn’t feel the need to be vocal about it. We are so excited! But I know so many who have suffered losses over the past year, and I just wanted to keep it closer to home for a while. But since I decided to spend more time sharing on SHED, I’ve found it increasingly difficult NOT to share this massive thing going on in my life. What better time than Valentine’s Day to share the love?

Baby James has no idea what is happening!

Baby James has no idea what is happening!

How did you find out?

We found out in October, right after we got back from our trip from Colorado. I was definitely not expecting it, so probably were more liberal with our actions than I would’ve been–had I known. Whoops! I thought my cycle was going to start the day we left. And then it didn’t come and didn’t come. Conor thought I was being overly obsessive, but on late day 6 I took 3 tests, and it was a resounding positive! COVID life meant Conor was home, so I didn’t have to keep the news to myself all day. We were both so shocked and happy. Still are, really!

Do you know Baby’s Sex?

We found out in December that baby is a GIRL! I was thinking I was going to boy mom city, so I am very pumped that girl clothes are in our future.

What is the baby’s Due Date?

Baby girl will be joining us sometime in early June! Most likely looking like she will be a gemini! This also means we will have 2 under 2 for more than a month! WAHHHHH

How many weeks are you?

I am 23 weeks. I will be 24 weeks in a few days. More than 1/2 way!

How Has Pregnancy been?

Pregnancy has been different from last time. The first trimester was still exhausting and nauseating, but I haven’t had the baby blues that I did last time. I’ve heard that boys can wreak more havoc on your hormones, which could be the case. In general, I’ve felt in better spirits and ready to take more on. Well, in some ways. In other ways, I’m even more exhausted from chasing after a toddler all day. I’m mostly just happy that I feel more like myself than I did the last time around.

I have also started to show sooner, unsurprisingly! This week, I definitely have been feeling belly! I’ve also had a much stronger sweet tooth this time around!

Do you have a name picked out?

We have several names in the running, but nothing decided yet. We are waiting to share the name (whenever we decide) until baby girl is here!

How has James handled the news?

I don’t think he has any idea what we are talking about! We keep telling him he’s going to have a little sister. He likes to push his stroller around, and we tell him he can push the new baby in the stroller, and he points to pictures of babies when we say that. But overall, I don’t think he really gets it. He’s in for a shock come June!

Is this why you moved?

Yes! We needed more space, ASAP!


Is this why you are only posting pics of carbs?

YUP. When I’m prego all I want are CARBSSSSSS.


So that’s our big news! Thanks for reading! Let me know if you have any other personal or general pregnancy/baby questions. <3 <3 -AHS

Honoring Life Seasons and a Glorious Mountain Getaway

Parents night out shed for the wellness estes park hike

Last year, on the ten year anniversary of backpacking through Europe, I was sitting on the couch, at home, with my newborn child. As I sat there, I thought about how that version of me looks nothing like this version of me. The version of me that boarded a ferry in southern Greece to travel through the night to southern Italy looks a lot different than the woman in gym shorts, holding a baby on the couch, still waiting for her body to heal.

And here's what's true: neither of those versions of myself are worth more or less than the other. The woman heating up leftovers is worth no less than the woman dining at sunset in a village that took a passport to get to. We are the same person in different places. Both are integral parts of who I am.

I share this for anyone who feels like the current version of themselves is less than another version. Maybe you used to travel a lot more than you do now and you're desperate to get back out there. Maybe you used to be in love with someone and you're no longer speaking and you can't help but wonder, "was I more charismatic or beautiful back then? Did I lose it?"

You didn't lose it. You're still beautiful. You're still worthy of love and a meaningful life, no matter what has changed. People change. Seasons change. Relationships change. But you are still you. You are not worth any less than your former self. Saying goodbye to a quote-on-quote "adventurous" life doesn't mean you're saying goodbye to yourself as a whole. Leaving behind a relationship or a place you used to love doesn't mean you're leaving love behind.

Whoever you are on this day, right here, right now, is more than enough to continue living a beautiful, meaningful life. You don't have to wait any longer.

There are some things you can only learn by traveling the world and this is also true: there are also some things you can only learn by staying in the same place for a decade. Traveling far away can be incredibly valuable but it doesn't mean it's the only way to learn.

It is definitely easier to get unstuck when you're able to go somewhere near and start something new, but it's not the only way. You are allowed to come alive right here, however that looks. Even when the days are blending together.

You may not be able to break out of the city like you want to, but perhaps you can still break out of old ways of seeing yourself. You can be curious and learn from who you are, right now, in this space.

There are times in life where leaving is the best thing you can do. And there are times where staying in a seemingly boring and uninteresting space can shape you. It's not the same for every person and every situation but what matters at the end of it all is: you don't have to shame yourself for feeling like you're stuck. You don't have to fear that there's no hope for who you are becoming because the present moment isn't what you hoped it would be. – Morgan Harper Nichols (original post here)


My favorite modern-day poet/artist, Morgan Harper Nichols shared the most inspiring post on her Instagram a few weeks ago (full caption above). It was a beautiful reminder that we need to embrace and honor the season of life we are in. As we returned back to our home in the city after an extended hiatus, it made me realize that so much about what I have been missing, I had been missing since BEFORE COVID, and really began with mamahood, or even really, pregnancy. I have felt disconnected from my constructed sense of self. I always think of myself as an adventurous, ambitious, optimistic, free-spirited traveling soul. In pregnancy, I felt very far from those things. In general, I didn’t feel like myself and I hated it (and it had nothing to do with my body image either! Pure, hormonally-induced depression).  Post-pregnancy- I felt like myself again- but I also had no time to be me outside of being a mama. Not to mention the worry that comes with becoming a parent.  I’ve loved being this little dude’s mom, and at some points, I have been very happy to get “lost in motherhood”. And that is 100% okay. I want to honor the season of life I am currently in– because really this time is precious and is already flying by. It is totally fine to not be jet setting around or crushing it in my career right now. Sometimes that’s hard to process. But I am a woman outside of being a mother and I don’t want to lose sight of that either. 

We had been staying in Boulder for the past two weeks, and we didn’t want to be too far from the little man, so that narrowed down our search for night away. We debated hotels, spas, the works. But in the end we wanted to be close to nature, away fr…

We had been staying in Boulder for the past two weeks, and we didn’t want to be too far from the little man, so that narrowed down our search for night away. We debated hotels, spas, the works. But in the end we wanted to be close to nature, away from humans, someplace cozy, and someplace to take a good soak (or a “tubby” as Conor calls it! lol). We landed on an AirBnb- The Fall River Cabins. It was exactly what we were looking for. It was super cozy, rustic, and gave us access to an incredible hiking trail on the premises that lead into Rocky Mountain National Park.

This creek ran right behind our cabin. Just lovely!.'

This creek ran right behind our cabin. Just lovely!.'

Now my little bub is over 1 year old. I am ready to make time for more ME. Our little mountain getaway was the perfect remedy. I could’ve used a full weekend, I’ll be honest. But baby steps :) one night was hard enough (for this mama and James’s grandparents)! 

My brain needed the time away to have a moment to regroup. The time away gave my mind space to breathe, pause, take stock, and recalibrate. 

The time in nature (without worrying about bub) helped me feel like myself. It got me into my body and out of my head. It reminded me how strong I actually am.

Time alone with Conor gave us time to plot out our next moves as a family. It helped us align on what we wanted, and even more specifically, what I wanted to do next. Not to mention, much needed alone time!

I was able to walk away with an actual plan on how I wanted to go about accomplishing what I wanted. (Sure, can most people do that without getting away? Yes. Is it really hard to carve that space with a little bub hanging around all of the time? Also, yes.)

I was able to sleep. Fully. Deeply. With so much space around me. And completely uninterrupted. God bless. 

I was able to come back to my lil man restored and ready to give him my full attention. 

And while I have enjoyed every day since this little love was born–now I’m excited again about the future. And I feel like me again. The me that can do anything she puts her mind to. And that feels like the best! <3 -AHS

Taking a good tubby, helps me to reset and let my mind rest. Bonus points for fire gazing simultaneously.

Taking a good tubby, helps me to reset and let my mind rest. Bonus points for fire gazing simultaneously.

Alexandra Hayden Shea hiking Estes Park Colorado Rocky Mountain National Park
Autumn Leaves Estes Park Colorado
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Yellow Autumn Leaves Estes Park Colorado
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Autumn Brush Colorado Rocky Mountain
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Nothing like starting the morning with a coffee + soak!

Nothing like starting the morning with a coffee + soak!

#twoshea 6 year anniversary autumn hike alexandra and conor shea

Pumpkin Spice French Toast Casserole

pumpkin spice french toast casserole brunch recipe

I asked on Instagram if you wanted this recipe, and it was a resounding yes! So I’m excited to share it with you. We are in Boulder, CO right now, and while we were here, we decided to sprinkle some love on one of our lovely pals who lives here and is currently prego with twins! We hosted a “micro baby shower” for her, which consisted of our family plus the soon-to-be mama and pops. I wanted to make a sweet treat for the occasion, and obvi, we are in full swing pumpkin season, so I thought- why not Pumpkin French Toast Casserole? Brilliant idea, but I had never made anything like this before so I needed some inspo from someone who had thought this through and tested it before. I searched pinterest and found this recipe, from Just So Tasty. Her recipe was great, but I had different pan sizes/ ended up with slightly less bread than suggested, so I adjusted accordingly. I’m sure the original is fabulous, but the amended version was pretty fab too- and it is nut free! Have a read through her recipe and check out my revised version at the bottom! Enjoy!


PUMPKIN SPICE FRENCH TOAST CASSEROLE (ORIGINAL FROM JUST SO TASTY)

Serves 8 very hungry people

Ingredients

French Toast Casserole

  • 1 15-18 oz loaf of stale white bread* such as challah, French bread, or Brioche

  • 1 1/2 cups milk

  • 1 cup pure pumpkin (not pumpkin pie filling)

  • 5 large eggs

  • 1/4 cup white sugar

  • 1 tablespoon pumpkin pie spice or make your own - see recipe notes

  • 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

Streusel Topping

  • 1/2 cup all-purpose flour

  • 1/2 cup brown sugar

  • 2 tablespoons white sugar

  • 1 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice

  • 1/3 cup chopped pecans

  • 1/3 cup unsalted butter melted

Instructions

French Toast Casserole

  • Lightly grease a 9x13 inch (23 x 33 cm) glass baking pan.

  • Cut the loaf of bread into small cubes or rip into pieces with your hands. Place the bread in the prepared pan.

  • In a large bowl, whisk together the milk, pumpkin puree, eggs, sugar, pumpkin spice and vanilla extract.

  • Pour the pumpkin mixture over the bread and gently stir (if needed) to ensure that the bread is evenly coated.

Streusel Topping

  • In a medium bowl stir together the flour, brown sugar, white sugar, pumpkin pie spice and chopped pecans.

  • Stir in the melted butter.

If Baking Immediately

  • Preheat the oven to 350F (180C) degrees.

  • Sprinkle/crumble the streusel over the French toast casserole.

  • Cover the pan with aluminum foil and bake for 40 minutes covered. Then remove the foil and continue baking for 15-20 minutes, or until an inserted toothpick comes out clean.

If Baking the Next Morning

  • Cover the pan with aluminum foil and place in the fridge overnight.

  • Cover the bowl of streusel with plastic wrap and place in the fridge.

  • When ready to bake, remove from the fridge and preheat the oven to 350F (180C) degrees.

  • Sprinkle the streusel over the French toast casserole.

  • Bake covered with aluminum foil for 40 minutes, then remove the foil and continue baking for 15-20 minutes.

Notes

*To make your own pumpkin pie spice, use 2 teaspoons cinnamon, 1/2 teaspoon nutemeg, 1/2 teaspoon ginger powder, and 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves. Store leftovers covered in the fridge. Then warm up in the microwave before enjoying. Leftovers can also be frozen. Cut into pieces, place in a freezer safe container and freeze for up to 2 months. Thaw in the fridge overnight, then warm up in the microwave to enjoy.Recipe can also be halved and prepared in an 8x8 or 9x9 inch pan (just ensure the sides are high). 


Al’s Amended Pumpkin Spice French TOast Casserole

Pumpkin Spice French Toast Recipe baby shower

Serves 8 Very Hungry People

Ingredients

French Toast Casserole

  • 1 12 oz loaf of stale sour dough bread

  • 1 1/2 cups milk

  • 1 cup pure pumpkin (not pumpkin pie filling)

  • 4 large eggs

  • 1/4 cup white sugar

  • 1 tablespoon pumpkin pie spice or make your own - see recipe notes (I liberally sprinkled pumpkin pie spice ingredients - wasn’t exact)

  • 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

“Streusel” Topping

  • 1/2 cup white sugar

  • 1 teaspoon(ish- again, I was liberal with) pumpkin pie spice

  • 1/3 cup salted butter melted

Garnish

  • Maple syrup

Instructions

French Toast Casserole

  • Lightly grease a 9x13 inch (23 x 33 cm) glass baking pan.

  • Cut the loaf of bread into small cubes or rip into pieces with your hands. Place the bread in the prepared pan.

  • In a large bowl, whisk together the milk, pumpkin puree, eggs, sugar, pumpkin spice and vanilla extract.

  • Pour the pumpkin mixture over the bread and gently stir (if needed) to ensure that the bread is evenly coated. NOTE: Make sure this goes all the way through to the bottom.

Streusel Topping

  • In a medium bowl stir together the white sugar and pumpkin pie spice.

  • Stir in the melted butter.

If Baking Immediately

Pumpkin French Toast Casserole Recipe
  • Preheat the oven to 350F (180C) degrees.

  • Spoon the streusel over the French toast casserole.

  • Cover the pan with aluminum foil and bake for 40 minutes covered. Then remove the foil and continue baking for 15-20 minutes, or until an inserted toothpick comes out clean.

  • Serve with maple syrup!


Note: I had a smaller loaf of bread so I decreased the liquid, almost too much. This recipe reflects my amended version with the right amount of liquid.


Baby James turns 1 (plus recipes!)

Reaching for the healthy smash cake…

Reaching for the healthy smash cake…

…so overwhelmed by real sugar!

…so overwhelmed by real sugar!

At the end of July our little man turned 1! I can’t even believe how quickly this year has flown. I know I’m his mom, and I’m supposed to be obsessed with him–but he just amazes me more and more every day. He is walking, super on the move, has soooo many teeth, and is just the sweetest little love bug.

These decorations were very affordable and cute from amazon. Shop HERE. *This links to my Amazon shop where I do earn a commission!*

These decorations were very affordable and cute from amazon. Shop HERE. *This links to my Amazon shop where I do earn a commission!*

Because we are living in COVID times, we skipped the party. But we have had small, individual gatherings with all of the grandparents. The decorations have been traveling with us to their respective homes! I’m really missing my other favorite humans, but less people means less work? Kinda? Not really, but that’s what I keep telling myself.

I haven’t been overly obsessive about what we feed James, but he has had almost zero refined sugar. Since we had 3 celebrations–I came up with a couple of alternatives to the traditional smash cake. The last bash he finally got to taste the real deal and it was a moment to remember. He was amazed by sugar!

Wild One Birthday Decorations cute affordable
watermelon first birthday cake

At our first tiny fête I made him a watermelon cake. It was truly fitting because the kid loves watermelon more than anything. Really, I’m pretty sure he is 95% comprised of fruit. He ate so much watermelon as I made the cake, that he ended up just most of the berries off of the cake instead! But he loved it, and was able to munch on it for several meals to come.

first birthday smash cake wild one theme

At the second party, I made him a healthy-ish smash cake. It was basically a glorified muffin. I found the recipe on pinterest (here is the original- recipe by Love in my Oven) but had to make adjustments based on what we had. Ideally, it was supposed to be made with whole wheat flour, which was my intention, but my grocery was sold out(!!!) for 3 days straight. It was a bummer, but I used regular ole all purpose flour with no regrets. I also needed a small spring foam pan that I failed to realize I didn’t have until I was making the cake. So I used a loaf pan, and cut it into tiers, thus its super weird shape! Do you want to know the best part about a one-year-old’s birthday? They have no idea what’s really going on, so I didn’t even feel bad about the cake being oddly shaped!

watermelon martini first birthday cocktail

It was hysterical- he was so into it at first, but we wouldn’t let him have it because we weren’t ready yet. By the time we actually gave it to him he had lost interest and had no idea what he was supposed to do with it. He did eventually “smash” into it and couldn’t stop eating it. So I also consider it a win! Also because it was healthy-ish, I gave him the leftovers for lunch the next day. Note: the whipped cream started to melt, so I would take it out at the last second if I were to make it again.

Lastly, the adults needed a lil something too, so we had a signature cocktail. In this case, we went on theme and did a 3 ingredient watermelon-tini. I don’t actually know the measurements, I just went off of taste. All three “recipes” follow.


Watermelon cake

watermelon cake healthy birthday cake alternative berries

Serves 5 for dessert

Ingredients

  • 1/2 large watermelon

  • About 1 cup assorted berries (I used blueberries, blackberries, raspberries, and strawberries)

  • 2 small sprigs of basil or mint for garnish

Equipment

  • A large sharp knife

  • 3 plates/ dishes to be used to trace the tiers of cake

  • Toothpicks (optional)


Instructions

After watermelon is halved, slice (with rind still on) into 3 layers. Use 3 different sized plates or pans to cut out each layer of cake.

Assemble three layers. You can use toothpicks to keep the layers together (I didn’t because it seemed solid, but could be helpful). Layer berries on each tier. I did blueberries on the largest layer, blackberries and raspberries on the second tier, strawberries and basil on the top tier. Sprinkle remaining berries around the base to decorate the plate. Enjoy your fruit fiesta!


Healthy Smash Cake (adapted from love in my oven)

Serves 1 [with leftovers - (or not, depending on destruction)]

healthy smash cake first birthday

[Note: original recipe here. I left her instructions on what I thought would have been better if I had followed them, but changed to include my ingredients accurately.]

Ingredients

Cake

  • 1 1/4 cup white flour

  • 1 tsp baking powder

  • 1/2 tsp baking soda

  • 1/4 tsp salt

  • 1 banana, very ripe

  • 5 strawberries

  • 1/4 cup unsweetened applesauce

  • 1/4 cup 2% milk

  • 1 egg

  • 1 tsp pure vanilla extract

Frosting

  • 1 cup whipping cream

  • 1 tbsp maple syrup

  • sprinkles (optional for garnish)

Equipment

  • 6″ springform pan (or two 4 1/2″ pans per her direction) Note: I just used 1 loaf pan and cut it in half to create layers

Instructions

  1. Preheat the oven to 350F and butter and flour a 6″ springform pan*

  2. In a large mixing bowl, sift together the flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt. Set aside.

  3. Place the banana, strawberries and applesauce together in a blender and mix on high until completely pureed.

  4. In another small bowl, whisk together 1 cup of the fruit puree, the milk, egg and vanilla extract. Add the wet ingredients to the dry ingredients and carefully stir with a large wooden spoon until just combined.

  5. Pour the batter into the prepared pan, and bake for 25-30 minutes, or until a toothpick comes out clean.

  6. Allow the cake to cool for 10 minutes in the pan before running a knife along the edge of the pan and removing to a wire rack to cool completely.

  7. If wanting to create 2 layers, use a long piece of dental floss to cut the cake through the middle. Wrap the cooled cake in saran wrap until ready to place on a plate and frost.

Whipped Cream Frosting

  1. Place a mixing bowl and beater in the fridge for at least 3-4 hours before you are about to prepare the whipped cream. Pour the whipped cream into the chilled bowl, and beat on high with an electric mixer until the cream is the consistency you prefer.

  2. Frost the bottom layer of the cake first, then follow with the top layer. Keep refrigerated until ready to serve*

Notes

  1. You could also use two 4 1/2″ pans. Reduce cooking time to about 20-23 minutes.

  2. I recommend frosting the cake no more than 3-4 hours before serving to ensure the whipped cream maintains its shape.


Watermelon-tini

Serves about 5

watermelon vodka martini.jpg

Ingredients

  • 1/2 watermelon pureed and frozen

  • 1/2-1 lime

  • Vodka of your choice

  • Sprig of mint or basil for garnish

Instructions

Partially thaw watermelon puree, just enough so you can break it apart and add chunks to the blender. Once in blender, add vodka (I did a generous pour 😉, but you can start with less, and add more to your taste.). Squeeze half of lime. Blend until chunks are gone and liquids are merged. Taste. Add more vodka or lime to your preference. Add garnish, if you please. :)

Note: swap out vodka for soda water if you are looking for an alcohol free treat. Watermelon is super hydrating, so this is also great variation if you are feeling under the weather.

Be Still. (Quarantine Special Part 3)

I have been reading one page a day of Morgan Harper Nichols book, “All Along You Were Blooming: Thoughts for Boundless Living”. I flipped open to this page today. Too perfect to be coincidental!

I have been reading one page a day of Morgan Harper Nichols book, “All Along You Were Blooming: Thoughts for Boundless Living”. I flipped open to this page today. Too perfect to be coincidental!

“All of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit quietly in a room alone.”

-Blaise Pascal

Quarantine has been a very strange time, indeed. One of the things many people are struggling with is the absence of activity. We are so trained to be diverted in our every day lives, that this has really thrown us for a loop. Over the past few weeks people have really found creative ways to fill their new found time. And honestly, I think most of it is really great. From making banana bread from scratch, connecting with loved ones, crafting, reading, and moving our bodies, I think people are really searching for the good in this situation. We have found new routines, new grooves to our day to day lives, even though we are at home. I love that people are so into perfecting their wellness habits right now. (Keep drinking that water, cooking at home, and moving your bodies!) That being said, I really do feel that this was a wake up call from the universe telling us be still and learn how to be present.

This is a spiritual opportunity that rarely comes around. I mean let’s be honest, this is a first in most living people’s lifetime. Now is a great time to reflect and confront some of life’s serious questions. It’s great to reflect on where you want to go, and I think this is a great time for that too, but do you know how to just be? Meaning, “being” without creating, moving, being successful? Do you know you are worthy of everything in this world, and not because you earned it? You are a child of God (creator/universe/whatever word resonates with you), made of the same elements of the stars. You are infinite in your essence, in your soul. And you don’t need to accomplish anything in order to be worthy of living an extraordinary existence. Truly, your worth is not tied to your accomplishments. Let’s say it one more time for the people in the back, “YOUR WORTH IS NOT TIED TO YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS!” We are worthy just for existing.

Woah, I just went there on you. I know, that is a lot to process. But I had to say it. Because we need to hear it and it is just not said enough. Maybe go back and read that last paragraph again before moving on.

So how to just be in daily life? My number one tip is to meditate. Take 5 minutes, sitting with your eyes closed, and focus on the breath (or the sounds around you if that is easier for you). When you pause like this, it allows you to be conscious of the present moment. That is my number one objective for you after reading this. I know that is easier said than done. We have so much resistance to just sitting and being still. I wrote a post on meditation you can find here. I hope it will help you get started. In addition, on Instagram this week we have been doing a mini-meditation challenge. Please join us.

Most humans are never fully present in the now, because unconsciously they believe that the next moment must be more important than this one. But then you miss your whole life, which is never not now.

- Eckhart Tolle

In addition to meditating, here are some of my recos for creating stillness in your life:

  • Schedule time away from your phone. Full stop.

  • Go out in nature (if you are able to do so safely with separation). Observe the birds, the trees, the animals. Sit quietly in nature. Feel free to be still or contemplate the meaning of life.

  • Put time on your calendar daily for stillness.


The Journey Journal Vosges Haut-Chocolat Katrina Markoff

So there is creating stillness in your life, and then there is also taking advantage of this pause to ponder some of the bigger questions of your life, and life at large.

One of the things I’ve been doing is working through “The Journey Journal” from Vosges Haut-Chocolat maker, Katrina Markoff. (I would link it here but I think it only comes with a very pricey chocolate set - I received as a gift! There are lots of great journals out there like this though.) In some ways this may feel contrary to stillness. But in the stillness we are sometimes able to see the bigger picture of our lives more clearly. I would only do this after you have added stillness into your life.

The journal gives some great prompts that I have been processing when I have a quiet moment here or there. Some of the following are from her, some are my own:

  • Do you feel in alignment in your life?

  • What would you shift?

  • What is the purpose of your life?

  • What is your relationship with God/ the universe like?

  • How do you want to grow as a person?

  • If you could change the world or your community in one way–what would you do?

  • What are you willing to desire?

  • What are you willing to experience?

Reflect on these questions, if it suits you. Now is a great time if you can. If not, that’s fine too. I hope that you choose to focus on stillness and being in the present moment. There is no past, there is no future. There is only right now. The past is just memory. The future is just anticipation of your mind. Only right now exists. This is really hard to fathom, especially with us all in quarantine, but I think it may be even more important to process right now because of that very fact. As it is Holy Thursday, I will leave you with this:

“Be still, and know that I am God!” - Psalm 46:10

Disconnecting to Reconnect (Quarantine Special Part 2)

This is my first stab at embroidery. I used a kit from Sarah K Benning. I highly recommend. I hadn’t done any sewing since I was a girl scout, so this was a great for beginners!

This is my first stab at embroidery. I used a kit from Sarah K Benning. I highly recommend. I hadn’t done any sewing since I was a girl scout, so this was a great for beginners!

While connecting during this time (and always!) is super important– knowing when to disconnect is maybe equally important. We could all become zombies from staring at our devices too long. Holding our own boundaries is even more critical during this time. In my last post, I mentioned how everyone’s social calendar instantly freed up with quarantine. Just because we could be connecting with friends and family all of the time, doesn’t mean that we should. Don’t squander the moment to do something for yourself! Whether it is more self-care time, starting a new hobby, or just reading a book, this time is rare and precious (even it feels like we have an abundance of it right now!). Don’t let social media or even binge-watching consume you. Schedule time to disconnect from it all and reconnect with yourself.

Also, this may sound privileged, and… it is. If you have the ability to do these things right now, it is absolutely a gift. I know everyone is different in their amount of free time right now: many people are working from home, many have lost their jobs, and many are still working out in the world (shouts to our healthcare workers, police officers, military, etc!!!). These are difficult times, and so many people are struggling. It is okay to not feel okay right now. I hope these ideas will help you feel a bit more normal and happy during this weird time. [If you think you are struggling with depression, I know many therapists are scheduling virtual sessions right now. Please seek help from a professional. <3] My ideas for disconnecting from our screens, and reconnecting with yourself follow:

Making fresh meals can be inspiring, and uplifting, I swear!

Making fresh meals can be inspiring, and uplifting, I swear!

  • Set an intention every day. It could be the same thing, or you could try to change it up. It could be one “must do” on your “to do” list or it could be a feeling. Just pick something that will make you feel good, or accomplished.

  • When you do interact with social media, make it count. Try to not just scroll infinitely. Try to engage with the posts, and really connect with people. Don’t spend too much time on it.

  • Get outside, even if it is cold, for a walk or run, or anything (BUT PLEASE KEEP YOUR 6 FEET OF SEPARATION!). Nature can be so restorative. So is a little sunshine and vitamin D.

  • Read books. Whether it be a novel or something that gets your creative juices flowing, start tackling that reading list! Books can take us to other worlds and spark passion even in the weirdest of times (ahem… right now!).

  • Have a living room dance party. In the words of Tay Tay, just “shake it off!”. It will help you immediately feel better!

  • Start a new craft or hobby– I just tried embroidery for the first time over the past couple weeks and I loved it (photo above). I see more projects in my future. Other ideas: painting, knitting, scrapbooking, digital photography, baking, gardening, yoga, writing, puzzles or even legos! Let your hearts be free to explore! Pick something that really speaks to you and you can get excited about.

  • Or reignite an old passion–did you once have a hobby you loved but fell away from it because life became too busy? I’m thinking about that guitar sitting in the corner…now is your time to start again!

  • Cook. I know this falls under the category of hobby, but I think it deserves a separate bullet point. Cooking right now is so important. Spending time learning how to make food that is healthy and delicious is worthy of your time. Healthy eats will keep you feeling good!

  • Create a new nightly or morning ritual. Up your skincare routine, take a bath, or even journal. Use this time to get your healthy habits in place!

  • Try a new exercise activity–so many fitness studios/instructors are live streaming and creating downloadable classes. I posted several of my favorites on Instagram (they are saved under my highlights). Take advantage of it!

  • Slow down, be still. Learn to sit with yourself and feel your emotions. This is also known as meditation. :) See my post on meditation here. More on this to come.

Overall, use this time to help feel more in tune with yourself, not less. We may be stuck at home, but it doesn’t mean we can’t make this time remarkable. Stay safe, friends. -AHS

And the people stayed home. And read books, and listened, and rested, and exercised, and made art, and played games, and learned new ways of being, and were still. And listened more deeply. Some meditated, some prayed, some danced. Some met their shadows. And the people began to think differently.

And the people healed. And, in the absence of people living in ignorant, dangerous, mindless, and heartless ways, the earth began to heal.

And when the danger passed, and the people joined together again, they grieved their losses, and made new choices, and dreamed new images, and created new ways to live and heal the earth fully, as they had been healed.

- Kitty O’Meara